On running
Yesterday was my worst attempt at trying to keep fit. Rule number one: never go running with a full stomach. It was so embarassing to puke by the roadside, yes mini merlion :<
hahaa anyway I’m already planning for my post FYP celebration! cycling, meetups, get driving license, SOT, jogging, taiwan, spend more time with the family & friends, and see to anything that I didn’t have time to. Well, to be very frank, I can’t help but miss TP, I miss being in design school already. The good O’ times spent. I really hope that after graduation, everyone will still meet up and such. hahhaa I talk about it as if I’ve graduated when fyp submission is still a month away.
I’ve been thinking alot about gaining financial independence lately. I feel that I haven’t been a good daughter, leeching off my parents’ money ): Trying my best to spend within my means and hopefully get a job. It will always feel better spending your own money than others’. Like when I’m older, Ima save up and go on a backpacking tour with my love (when I find him lah, hahaha) or with a bunch of buddies. Go meet new people, start livin’, gather stories and experiences and not be trapped in this small little dot. ahhaha I’m consumed by wanderlust already.
As we get older, we get hit by life’s worries and contemplate about the road ahead. I mean, we can’t stop the growing process. It’s not as if that every year during birthdays I get to minus off a year, or choose to remain 21 forever or forever21 HAHAHA. ok yea, I reminisce alot about the past. Blame it on my photographic memory (selective heh). Images of secondary school days, year1, family trips, fun times. However, I’ve figured that you can’t change a thing anyway, whatever that was special at that moment remains there. Even if it was reenacted, people have long changed. &, greater things have yet to come! If you keep looking at what’s behind you, you’ll never be able to see what’s coming ahead. Coming back to thoughts on graduation, well… I hope to forge lasting friendships and cross paths with people. To me, 2012 arrived too fast. I’m just beginning to experience the fullness of it.
